The secret… or part of it….

Just a week ago, I was just here in that exact same spot... except it was raining and I was crying to one of my closest friends... I have not been able to write lately because of my personal life going so sore all of a sudden.... And the heartbreaking part for me was that I could not tell my friends what had been bothering me for quite some time. I started a blog post ages ago, but could never find the right words to finish it or did I even know how to finish it or if there was even a point to the story?? Now I still do not know where this story is going to take me and will have to keep it for myself for a little while longer....