Well it was not really a battle but it just sounded goodJ Morning I was talking with my ex-husband and in the evening I was talking with my ex-boyfriend.
I had to meet with my ex-husband in the morning to discuss and organise me moving to Sydney with my sonâ€¦ I have to fly to Sydney and need him to watch the kids for a few days.
I had not talked to my ex-boyfriend since we broke up. He wanted us to be friends and I thought â€œwell I donâ€™t want to be just your friendâ€¦â€ But somehow I also knew he meant it and he would probably be one of those rare great friendsâ€¦ but still, I did like the man more than I was supposed to and friendship at this point was not an option.
So I sent him a text in the morning asking him if he wanted to catch up before I leave town and to my surprise he said â€œyes, I will see you laterâ€. And yes I was surprised he would say yes instantly and no I donâ€™t know why I was surprised but then again, that guy had always surprised me in so many waysâ€¦ therefore I should expect the unexpected with himJ
Like everyone else, he was wondering why would I be leaving the Sunshine Coast to go to Sydney?? Even tried to talk me out of it!? And I swear there was something in his eyes that left me wonderingâ€¦ or was it something only I wanted to see?
My mind is made up: I am leaving! I donâ€™t have anything to hold me back here. My son wants to go. My ex-husband finally agreed to it. My daughter doesnâ€™t mind as she wants to stay with her father. My best friend said it was a great idea! Other friends have expressed their concerns but they donâ€™t have enough weight in my life to make me re-consider my decision. Some are wondering if it has anything to do with that gorgeous Mr Navy Guy I just met… sorry to disappoint but NO! Though… he is a very good catchâ€¦ lol
So what about the ex-boyfriend?? Could he make me change my mind? Would I re-consider if he gave us a second chance? Mmmmmmâ€¦ I guess hope and dreams are what keep us going J